February 2012
Ryan is in a bad mood, and I am today's...
Along with the receptionist and several other department heads.
Finding out that I’m up for the chopping block has me frantically googling the following:
1. How to demonstrate submission 2. How to survive a lion attack
The past mixes with the present, becomes shadows made tangible. Each quantum split, each parallel universe, synchronizing in an ethereal, inaudible hum. The machinations of God at work in every frayed fiber of the universe.
Back in the office.
It’s 8:30pm. I left at 5:30 to get a break, because the handful of small projects which have been thrown my way demand a substantial amount of time, on top of keeping current with my other responsibilities.
As a general rule, I try to let things go and pick them up again when possible, but, with Ryan watching so closely this time and testing my mettle, I’m hoping it’ll lead to a...
Ugh. I will pay for today's busy comfort.
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Prayer.
Ultimately, prayer isn’t about a belief in God, but an effort to open yourself up to something else. Prayer is a quiet meditation on the possibilities of the world, and a humble request that fate be kind. Prayer is not about god; it is about serenity.
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I am struggling with my words and concepts today. I’m not sure what to talk about, or in what ways, but I would love to let loose these beasts in my mind.
John 1:5
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Today in a nutshell
6 MONTHS AGO
Me: You guys, we can’t do X, because if we do, A, B, and C will happen. Them: Eh. We’ll do it anyway.
TODAY
Them: Well, it looks like A, B, and C happened. Who would’ve thought?
Found another biology book I'm really getting...
The kindle is the greatest thing ever.
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“What is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great...”
– Paarthurnax (via jeffreydahmers-cookbook)
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Why on Earth would I kill Paarthurnax. He's the...
66 degrees is warm enough to walk around...
This morning has been a disorganized hell.
I jumped the gun too quickly on a pet project of mine, and it set me back by about two hours.
In work related news, I’m performing well with my additional responsibilities, and have even been handed a special project to complete for the partners! Hooray!
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Keeper's lament.
I still keep an eye on Ben and Stephen. Since the breakup, I really wanted to help get Stephen on his feet and moving forward, but, they both seem to have slipped back into how things used to be.
I haven’t broken contact, and I don’t plan to, but, I am keeping my distance. In a lot of ways, I am tired of the disappointment. I am tired of investing in people who make promises they...
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